The passage you’re recalling is likely from Kālidāsa’s Kumārasambhava (The Birth of Kumāra), specifically in Canto 8. In this section, the god Śiva recounts his experience and interactions with Pārvatī. Śiva, reflecting on his actions, uses the first-person perfect tense in the original Sanskrit.
For instance, in verse 8.33, Śiva says:
mattvā madīyāśayapūrvakāṇi
(I, being intoxicated, performed actions…)
This verse and others capture the reflective tone where Śiva recalls his past actions, often influenced by a state of intoxication or strong emotion.
This particular use of the first-person perfect is famous for illustrating Śiva’s introspection and human-like vulnerabilities. Would you like to explore this verse in more detail?